me n my stories

"beth.....? beth....?" she lifted her head and there he was!! he was awake.
"OMG your awake," she stroked his face." i love you so much,,,,please babe never do that again...i wouldnt be able to cope if i lost you. they both cried as they hugged each other. "beth,,,,i cant remember what happend last night?? can you tell me?"
"Jason you .......you a slit your vain and you've lost alot of blood." he looked shocked.
"am i going to die?? how did i slit a vain?" beth cried even more.
" your gunna be fine and....y..you had been self-harming.....ime so sorry this was all my fault....i love you...i thought i lost you.....if i did i would of killed myself!"
he sat up, lifted her chin with his finger and kissed her... "we still together? then? and it wasnt your fault i chose to harm my self."
"yeh we still together. i love you." he smiled and a suprising tear ran down his cheek.
" i heard you singing our song when i was knocked out?" he smiled and kept crying.
"wha-what?" beth stutterd.
"you sang always.....thats what woke me up!" beth smiled and layed next to him hugging him while they lay side by side. "its what made me decide in my head when to wake up.......now can you sing adams song hahahaha"
"don't push it bbe! lol"
"always again? lets sing"  
"okay alwaaaaaaaaays"

THATS THE END OF STORY FOUR NOW!!

The next day Beth and Chas were gunna have a sleep over at Tasha's house,
that way beth could see Jason till about 9 pm instead of like 5 pm.
Beth and everyone headed to the park, Beth lay on the swinging bowl as everyone else went on the climbing tower. She texted Jason to come, and as usualy he did!
He jumped on and layed next to her as they swang back and forward, she put her head on his chest and once again they listened to his i-pod.
"sooooo miss me last night?...lol i missed you deffinitly" he said laughing
"omg i was dying" a tear ran down her cheek.
"ahhhh why you crying babe?" he said with a really worried face.
" just happy to be with you...lol ime sooo sad arnt i? hahaha" he smiled,
"no your not, i'm close to crying aswell hahah i know" they both lay laughing.
"Heyyyyy guys, wuu2?" said tasha
"ooh just listning to blink 182 n stuff...you? beth smiled
" o just gunna go home for a sec,,need a drink."
"okay, dont be too long" she nodded and walked off to her house accross the street.
"is she alright beth? she seems a bit weird when shes around us?"
"ahhh she's getting a bit of single sickness lol" he laughed
" ahhh okay" he smiled " ime not hahaha" he put his finger under her chin, lifted her head and kissed her. she bit her lip
"hahahaha yuum lol" he smiled and they held each other as everyone pushed the swing over and they both landed in a heap on the floor. Everyone laughed including Beth and Jason.

Later on at 8pm they all went to spa to get some drinks as they had all been at the park all day, well accept tasha who had went home for a break and came back later.
They got some cans of cola, of course Jason bought Beths and everyone else bought their own. They went to the park and all sat on the seats by the sand pit.
"soo everyone, ime bored what should we do?" asked Kathy who hadent really said anything all day cause she had been pissing about with her mate called josh who hung with her brother. " Lets stay here and mess about cause well.....what else to do haha? said April and Chas.
"yeah but we aint eaten all day lets go get some chips from the chippy next to londis!"
said Kathy. so they all walked to the chippy, outside was a bench and Beth and Jason didnt want any food cause they had already eaten so they waited on a bench outside.
AAAAnd again they listnined to their song 'Always by blink 182'  while they had a bit of a make out. everyone came out of the chippy and saw them,
" BETH seriously, *fakes gagging sounds* you been like listning to that song  all day give it a brake!! haha" said chas n kathy. everyone then began to make gagging sounds. "fine, you would understand in my position." tasha looked down."oh umm sorry tash i forgot. you okay?" she nodded and they walked back to the park.
Where lucy found one of her x's called sam, they broke up cause she loved someone else. He stood there and called her over.
"look luce, since we broke up...i aint been able to stop thinking bout you....please please take me back......i.....i...think ..i love you." he looked down.
"sam" she lifted his head "i..i think i love you too" and kissed him on the lips.
"awwwwwwwwww wo0000000ooo0000t!!!!" shouted everyone.
they came over and told us that they were back together.
"that is sooo cool." i said " o crap,,babe i gotta take you home now its quatre to nine."
Jason stood up." okay"
"be right bck everyone" beth said as they walked off.

Half way back jason grabbed her by the arm, and dragged her onto a bench.
he kissed her passionatly, but his hand was exploring a bit too much.
"stop jason...." he carried on....."jason,,,,,babe.............................STOP!"
he stopped and looked at her...."dont you want me?"
"yeah but babe im just not ready. and when i am ready anyway i dont wanna do it on a bench" he looked embarrissed and they both started laughing.
"your right....night beth love ya x" he said and kissed her but he walked off before she could say night or love you.

she walked off in the dark and whisperd to her self
"love you too babe.......always.x"

When Beth got home she thought bout the great day she had, ugghhhhh she missed himm already his brown hair, emo fringe,,,skinny jeans ahhhhhh *dribble* and it had only been half n hour. so normal girl distinct she texted him that she loved him too just didnt have time to say it cause she had to be at the bus stop. They planned to meet the next day, but this time Beths mates will be hanging out with them, Tasha, Kathy, chas, lucy and april. All of them her best mates.
But he was fine with that and was glad that he could meet them.

They all got together at the slide...again, they all greeted each other and introduced names. Jason had already met april as she went to the same school, but the others however he did not know. They became friends quick though, and it was a day at the best park ever haha, they played on every swing and pissed about like retards.
Beth sat down and smiled as they all ran round like special needs, after 2 mins Jason came and sat beside her and put his arm round her.
"whats up bbe?"
"nothing, just bit tired n stuff lol"
"oh, it'll be okay, wanna listen to my ipod with me?"
"yeh sure why not? lol" they lay on the grass listning to all the awesome songs on there, particular music they were listning to was blink 182.They both loved them,
then a song called always came on...the volume went down..wha-what was happening? he had turned to vol down?
"this song is my fave" he said smiling
"mine too!! wow lol"
"Beth?............i really do love you." he smiled as his cheeks went red.
"Jason........i love you too" he brushed her face with his hand and leaned in to kiss her when it started to rain......he just laughed and carried on. She kissed him back, he was so gentle and slided his hands through her hair and she had her arms around his waist.....
Meanwhile everyone else was running around like spazzes shouting
"ahhhhh it raining...siiiiinging in the raaaaain,,,,,,,,,,ahhhh they making out woooo0t beth ya slut, ya lips are gunna drop off hahahaha!" shouted chas
Beth just stuck her finger up and carried on,,
"awww dats sooo sweeeet,,,leave em alone..unless they start humpin each other thats when u have to stop em haha" said tasha.

LATER....

everyone went to this field to have a bit of a..........smoke n dat and beth and jason just walked home. "Beth,,,,, i found out our song!"
"yeah? what is it..?"
"its always!!!!"
"omg yeah!! it is.....i love you and your smartness......?" they both started laughing "uggh you know what i mean" she said in embarrisment.
"gotta go love you." he said
" okay love you 2 babe" they had a kiss and a hug then beth walked back to the others.

"Hi everyone!!" she shouted as she walked up to them.
"oooooohhh here miss luvy luversome!!" they all shouted haha
"remember youre under age hahaha" said lucy and everyone started pissing themselves with laughter.
"ha ha very funny, whats up tasha?" she asked as tasha was sat there looking quiet depressed." nothing just, i want a relationship like that.....uggh ime never gunna get anyone!" as she broke into tears.
"awww don't cry...come on tasha your gourgous, some guy is mad for you out there you just have to find him! yeh? if i were a guy id have you in an instant dude!!"
she laughed "okay" she nodded beth stood up "one last thing beff?"
"yeh tash?"
"do you love him, like properly..????"
".........yeah tash with all my heart................always..x"

It was a rainy day and beth got back from school,dripping wet she was chattering her teeth. She said hi to her mum and jogged up the stairs to her bedroom, she slamed her bedroom door and went and sat on the bed.
She picked up her phone and just as she suspected she had a new message waiting to be read. See earlier that day in r.e the guy she has to sit next to had started to actually talk to her about music and brands and it seemed that they had alot in common. This guy was Jason Hellson, an emo/skater she had fancied for ages....
" ummm do you have msn?? i was just wondering cause it cool if you do and that....?" he asked in a fast tone.
"uhhh yeh its........"
"il give you mine its easier...its......j-boy-luv@hotmail.com" he interupted and he had already written it down on a peice of paper so he gave her that.
"cool...ummmm il add you later"
"awesome......do you know your number?" in a shakey voice.
"UMM yeh its ////."
"cool." the bell rang and they both left r.e feeling a bit strange
later on beth went on msn and added him, he started to talk to her straight away, she was scared at what was happening....noone likes me? is this real....does he like me?
after about half an hour of talking this is what happend.
' ummmm can i say summit?"" he typed...biting his nails.
' yeah of course.....' she worried about what was coming,
' will you...go on a date wiff me on saturday? il buy you whatever you want,,,please....beth i like you?' beth sat at her computer desk with a face like someone had just smacked her round the gob!
' uh...uh...uh .....what? you like me? what? last year you were like real mean to me? i don't get it?'
'god beth, dont you see it!! i was doing that to cover how i feel, i thought you didnt like me either...sooooo whats your answer?'
she left the conversation got a drink of cola and thought bout what to say...
'jason........iv'e like you for like 2 years....so i can hardly say no! lol'

The next day they met up at the park and sat at the slide at the leicsure centre, things got awkward.
"soooooo, what we gunna do?" beth said thinking kill me kill me now
" daze at the clouds??" he said as beth got a face like she was about to burst out with laughter......" god u retard hahah only joking" so they both laughed then stared at the sky, there were no clouds nothing,no birds just plain blue. Not intentionally they both fell asleep, Jason woke up and noticed beth was still asleep. He leaned over and gave her a realy gentle kiss on the lips. That's when he thought she would never wake up just as he was about to push away from her she started kissing back. For the day they were playing at the park and cuddling and laughing.

"so i've had a great day" she said biting her lip
"same...." beth put her hand through his frindge and laughed
" i thought you were like an emo like me...you know always persessing your fringe is in the right place lol"
"i've not had time, and it doesnt matter when ime with you." Beth laughed and gave him a gentle kiss.." see you tommoro..."
"kai,,, beth?"
"yeah?
"i love you."he blushed
"really?" he hesatated and she started walking away.....

          "ALWAYS!"